Wasting off, day by day
Wondering if I'll fade away.
Closed off from the world,
in a cold dark room.
With a gun to my head,
I hear a boom...
Falling to the ground,
feeling nothing at all.
Days go by,
without a call.
Nobody loved,
nobody cared
Missing for days,
sparked no flare.
Finally someone found him
under a flashlights ray,
he had been wasting off,
day by day...
You trusted me.
You loved me.
An impulsive thought,
And you hate me.
It kills me inside
To hurt you so bad
Without any intention
of losing a friend.
A knife in one hand
A rope in the next.
Which one to chose,
Ill have to guess.
Should I hang in my closet,
or bleed on the floor.
Whichever i chose,
will close all doors.
No matter what i could say,
or what i could do.
Can bring back those feelings,
That you once held dear.
To all i say,
Goodbye and fairwell,
I hope i see no one,
Living in hell.
I feel so alone,
just me and myself
no one to talk to
no one to be with
The one i want to talk to
I can never get
i want to tell her
How much pain it inflicts
But how to tell her,
how bad it hurts
saying I feel like a dog
Neglected by his owner
Needing attention,
Someone to play ball,
Sometimes i dont get it,
How life seems to be,
How people are,
How people treat me
I want you to know this,
Somehow and some way,
I dont know how yet,
Maybe someday.
I know it is hard
for you to realize,
Your crush did not have you
to see in his eyes
Highschool lovers
dont last long
And hopefully he'll see
What he has done wrong
He will see
What he has not seen before
he will see what he has missed
when he opens that door
This poem may suck,
Anyone can see that
But emily its hard,
so hit him with a bat...
Wasting off, day by day
Wondering if I'll fade away.
Closed off from the world,
in a cold dark room.
With a gun to my head,
I hear a boom...
Falling to the ground,
feeling nothing at all.
Days go by,
without a call.
Nobody loved,
nobody cared
Missing for days,
sparked no flare.
Finally someone found him
under a flashlights ray,
he had been wasting off,
day by day...
You trusted me.
You loved me.
An impulsive thought,
And you hate me.
It kills me inside
To hurt you so bad
Without any intention
of losing a friend.
A knife in one hand
A rope in the next.
Which one to chose,
Ill have to guess.
Should I hang in my closet,
or bleed on the floor.
Whichever i chose,
will close all doors.
No matter what i could say,
or what i could do.
Can bring back those feelings,
That you once held dear.
To all i say,
Goodbye and fairwell,
I hope i see no one,
Living in hell.
I feel so alone,
just me and myself
no one to talk to
no one to be with
The one i want to talk to
I can never get
i want to tell her
How much pain it inflicts
But how to tell her,
how bad it hurts
saying I feel like a dog
Neglected by his owner
Needing attention,
Someone to play ball,
Sometimes i dont get it,
How life seems to be,
How people are,
How people treat me
I want you to know this,
Somehow and some way,
I dont know how yet,
Maybe someday.
I know it is hard
for you to realize,
Your crush did not have you
to see in his eyes
Highschool lovers
dont last long
And hopefully he'll see
What he has done wrong
He will see
What he has not seen before
he will see what he has missed
when he opens that door
This poem may suck,
Anyone can see that
But emily its hard,
so hit him with a bat...
The Alabaster Rose part 5 by dumblondiesrok, literature
Literature
The Alabaster Rose part 5
Hey Kale, hows your day going? I asked as I walked into creative writing.
Well, I woke up this morning, so it must be going pretty good he replied with a smirk on his face.
Ha. Very funny I said.
Thanks for noticing. Ugh. Why couldnt I think of a sassy come back like that every once in a while.
Ok class, Mr. Monte started, Today we are going to start a new project. You are to write down in detail everything about one of your dreams last night. I will explain what we are going to do with those papers when you are finished. You may begin.
This shoul
The Alabaster Rose part 4 by dumblondiesrok, literature
Literature
The Alabaster Rose part 4
RING, RING Ugh dammit I fell asleep. At least I didnt get caught. I grabbed my belongings and left the room. *sigh* Nothing exciting ever happens to me. I mean, cant I have one little ounce of happiness for once? It seems like all the kids with their lovers in the hall have more excitement than me, and I should have the most exciting life in the world. Three of my family members are famous, five are druggies and all are party animals. You would think I would be drunk off my ass having the time of my life. False. Instead I linger the halls, acting like I am looking for someone when in reality there is no one to look for. You might
The Alabaster Rose part 3 by dumblondiesrok, literature
Literature
The Alabaster Rose part 3
Ive had dreams before, but never as vivid as this one. Usually, I can tell when I am dreaming. There is always a slight discoloration to the scene, as if the sun was breathing its last breath. I am there, but no one sees me; not this time. I could literally feel the soft grainy sand against my body, the cold salt water washing over me, the warm thick blood surrounding me. I could feel the fire burning inside me and the calming balance of wind and rain, hot and cold, wet and dry. I could smell the salt and taste the rust on my tongue. I could hear the musical whistle of the winds whisking my hair in my face and the rise and fall of the
Im a photographer. I carry a 35mm Camera with film. Yes, film. I love developing pictures. Its only black and white though. I do all sorts of pictures. Action shots, close ups, just random things. Im a freshman. Im taking advanced photography. Thats where i use the darkroom. (Not bathroom) I just love photography. Cya
Favourite genre of music: Metal MP3 player of choice: Ipod 30gig Video Personal Quote: "Why do we live to die if its all going to end anyway?"
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Alice in Chains
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS3
Tools of the Trade
I use a 35mm Camera with different lenses. Normally 400 ASA film. I develope my own Photography.